Ben: I want to explain that I know how you’re feeling. I watched my daughter Alex die in front of me, and it was my fault. I had a chance to save her, but I chose the island over her. All in the name of Jacob. I sacrificed everything for him, and he didn’t even care. When I stabbed him, I was so angry, confused, terrified that I was about to lose the only thing that had every mattered to me - my power. But the thing that really mattered was already gone. I’m sorry that I killed Jacob. I am, and I do not expect you to forgive me because I can never forgive myself.
Ilana: Then what do you want?
Ben: Just let me leave.
Ilana: Where will you go?
Ben: To Locke.
Ilana: Why?
Ben: [cries] Because he’s the only one that will have me.
Ilana: I’ll have you. [leaves]Lost 6.07 - “Dr. Linus”
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this part. omg. was so heartbreaking. I really fell in love with Ben here <3
Excuse me while my heart breaks into pieces.